Sunday, June 14, 2009
chomp

Okay I am feeling slightly emotional as I am writing this.

Probably it is because I just woke up from a mini nap. It is usually times like these that I am truly clear of what I am experiencing inside; all the mixed feelings that are affecting me.

Ah oh well. I never said I was sad anyway. Just emotional. Haha.

You know, I might have stressed this before last time, but I just have to say again. What goes around comes around, and things always come one full circle, only in my case, the effect is literally multiplied twice...

Though, experiencing things from different perspectives helps makes you grow right? Haha...see, positive thinking!

I am not sure if putting on a brave front is necessary all the time, although I think it might have become an integral part of me. Even as I am typing this, I am subconsciously flushing out all those feelings I was experiencing just half an hour back, and am feeling much back to my normal self...haha.

The thoughts that come to our mind everyday are comprised of mostly negative ones. (Yes, it is scientifically proven) This negativity is often contradicting what I KNOW. This is getting irritating.

Okay anyway, I'll be starting work tmr! Haha...I tell you, this is one of the worst times to start! >=(
Long story.

At least I will be free on weekends!

Hopefully my time there will be fruitful. As reluctant as I am to stop slacking, I know that this is a good learning opportunity. Furthermore it will enhance what I will be learning in the next school semester.

By the way, I have found the word that very nicely describes why I was emotional.

Loneliness.