Saturday, July 30, 2005
ExhAUstIOn

Well, after 2 weeks of idling, I guess its about time I updated this blog...

Questions arise in my mind all the time...qns about persistence, consistence and effort. They're tunneling deeper and deeper each time...makes me really think about some stuff. There also times when I wonder what I am doing, but I guess Im just following my feelings......

Did I say feelings? Hmm...

I sound very down...or maybe...

ARGH.

Nothing much happened in the past 2 weeks. Maybe except some ppl hating me more...I wont even delve into that.

Im not bothered by how the class thinks of me. Have never been. Never will.

Ya, to whomever it may concern, suaning may seem fun at first, for both parties, however, its really growing old...so...go figure and stuff it.

Im ahead alrdy, I wont expect anything more to come my way. Self-deceit? For the time being, maybe...

Ever noticed how the instruments in some music pieces seem to complement each other so well? Its so nice...I hope to be able to construct something like that in the future. Just thought I'll bring it up, since today was the first time I really paid attention to the musical instruments while I was listening to music from Dynasty Warriors 5.

I attended a basic course on macromedia flash during the learning festival. Not only was the instructor able to do his job very well, it was really interesting to be able to learn to utilise such programmes to construct just about anything your imagination would allow you to do! Though we only learnt basic animation, my interest in this has been aroused to the point where I'll definitely find out more. =]

An interesting point to note - its actually possible to psycho oneself into believing something that is false to be actually true. Weird perhaps? I managed to do it before. ^^ Just think the amount of lie detector tests you'll be able to breeze through... >=)

Isnt it colo taht we can siltl esliay raed tehse wdors touhgh its sracmebld up leik tihs? The wnordes of the hmaun bairn!

Boredom is my new good friend. It'll visit me whenever Im lonely. How thoughtful!

Saturday, July 16, 2005
y dO I AlwAys dO thIs??

So here's a brief summary of my performance in bt2...

A, B, E, F and B4.

Hmm...better than bt1 overall...hahaz, but that's not good enough!

U wont be able to guess my actual F grade mark...hahaz...its too...unexpected in a sense...

Must pia for prelims!!

Motivation is building up, slowly but steadily...

On the way home today, I saw two small girls who had a long tube protruding out from the back of their shorts...apparently they were pretending to be 'dragons'. Haha, this is so as one of them said to the other, "Come baby dragon!" Hehez, interesting sight~

Oh, and I think I shld learn when to shut my damn mouth...or more specifically, know when to stop typing...by the time I notice, it'll be too hurtful, too late...hai~looks like tonight may not be able to sleep soundly again...=(

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
hAppInEss Or sOrrOw

As the results from bt2 come pouring back at us, I seem to feel a sense of disappointment...

Yes, initially my plan was to get 2 'A's this time round, and the others dun really care...well, it was almost fulfilled! Hai~so close yet so far...I'll fill ya in when I get back all the results...

So, besides the c maths and f maths which I pia for this time round, phy i got a meagre score, while my prediction for chem is F! Ahaha...which brings me to my point about disappointment...you reap what you sow...I already know I won't do well for both phy and chem...but...hai~ if only, if only...

Anyway I shld be getting back all my results by the end of this week!

Prelims - 2 'A's and 1 'B' at least! yesh, tt's my target! >=)

Havent played tt for quite a while...like so bz these days leh...haha...

Sunday, July 10, 2005
bAck tO schOOl

As paranoia creeps over my troubled soul, I cry out for help...just a silent echo, from a broken down whelp...

Haha, nowadays I like typing these stuff out...

BT2 - not good

LCS - have essay, compre, and a letter for my absence on 2nd day of gp camp to write up

Next two days - I have a stock market seminar thingy to attend with my dad...9-5 pm! Bah...

Yes, I did say next TWO days, tt means i wont be going to sch on monday...haha...for better or for worse?

Well, I think I shld try to be more cheerful these days, being down is having a detrimental effect on me...the effects are getting obvious! =X

Tuesday, July 05, 2005
nIcE?

I would have done anything for you, given everything, sacrificed my whole...just for you...alas, things do not turn out the way you would want it to be, what is not meant to be will NEVER be...you disappoint me, I disappoint myself!

So tmr's Phy SPA...gd luck everyone.

Sunday, July 03, 2005
tEntAtIvE

BT 2 is over...yea~

I think I did reasonably well, at least according to my standards. However, chem and phy I think er...got problem...

Got together with a group of friends to go and celebrate yest. Played pool for a while...then went to play LAN. Well, yest the good thing was that a I met up with a friend whom I have not met in a long time and we caught up...so yep, was quite a fulfilling outing, in that sense.

Hmm...turned down YK's offer to go play pool today...tempting though it was...haha. I was too lazy to leave the house. Somemore I just went out for the whole day yest...=P

Im bored...lol.

And hungry.