Friday, September 30, 2005
rEtrOgrAdE

I still harbour that dream...I want to live in that dream...wishing...

Wishing...beyond hope...that a miracle would happen...that it would just happen and BAM! right in my face and...either wake me up to reality or...let me live in my dreams forever...

"I am being torn asunder from the inside out!"

It reacts...

If it had a voice, it would surely shake the earth's very foundation...

Indifference.

In the meantime, focus! Focus, focus! It used to be fun, now it is not.

Now...now it is like a pest...bothersome, troublesome, frustrating, distracting.

One of my friends seems to be going through a tough period of his life right now. I wouldnt want to probe too much. I just hope everything works out for him in the end. Dun lose hope!

Hai~why is it both potentially exciting and destructive at the same time?

Why?

It finds you, then eludes you...you chase after it, it disappears for good. It takes you for a fool. It mocks at your attempts. It gains from your misery.

Anyone have a pesticide?

Wednesday, September 28, 2005
UphIll

W3ll well. Prelims results deproved a bit. A lvl pts dropped from 53 to 47...hai~

The up side is, its not as bad as I thought. I was expecting to fail chem and f maths outright. Luckily, chem at least got an O, and F maths got an E thnx to paper 2. =)

Just started dota abt 5 days ago and I think Im sort of addicted to it! Argh...but I think now at least the addiction is starting to lessen...

I feel so in a holiday mood...this is not good.

Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian. -Dennis Wholey

Live and let live. That's my current belief.

Sunday, September 18, 2005
nOt sUrE

What can I say about prelims?

Pathetic, beyond hope, demoralising...in a sense, nothing to be proud of.

But I do not really care.

I hate the stress that comes with studying.

First thing on my mind when I woke up on fri was the 2 papers I'll be taking on that day. I was so troubled throughout the whole day until it finally ended. Exhaustion was bugging all through the morning and afternoon. At least I enjoyed myself for a while with dotz playing pool...riiite? Haha...

Ah well, last day on Mon. Hope I wont do as terribly as paper 1.

By the way, it seems my new interest is in playing piano scores for songs which sound nice...haha. I've been going around searching for just about any scores and printing them out. It takes a lot of my time though...

Coming to jc has opened my eyes to many things.