Thursday, November 30, 2006
bAd dAy

Dam it.

My hand got slashed against the catch of a land rover door today...a freak accident actually...zzz.

My friend beside me was freaking out more than me.

Bloody hell...and I mean bloody.

Sunday, November 19, 2006
sEArchIng

Did guard comd again on tues...

Two "know-it-all" aka guai lan guards to handle...headache sia. Lucky the other two v nice.

So made it thru without incident again...luckily.

I feel so envious whenever 1 of my seniors reach their ORD dates...how I wish it was me getting back my pink IC!

Nvm. About a year left...halfway there.

Serving NS does seem to make me forget the time. Frankly speaking...I'm losing track of the days. I was actually quite shocked when my mom told me it was already the sch holidays?! Wow.

Wad was I doing last year at this time? Oh yea. 'A' levels.

Haha. Stressful period. Stressful...but fun.

I had nothing much to do just now, so I just went back and read thru one of last year's months entries which I wrote...

Seems somehow alien to me...haha, though at least I can still remember how I felt or wad I did during the time I wrote those posts...

Good thing actually...reliving, mentally, the events of those times...

Which is when I realised...I'm not who I used to be, or at least I think I'm not.

Need elaboration? Nah.

Which sets me thinking...is NS robbing me of the innocence (some might call is guile or immaturity) of my past? I realised I did not and still do not feel a hint of purpose when I'm in my unit...as if I'm just...doing nothing meaningful...purposeful...just throwing my time away...

Ah. Perhaps I'm blabbering again...