Monday, June 27, 2005
OptImIst/pEssImIst?

Yup tomorrow is the start of block test 2!

Everyone, jiayou~

I'm still feeling a bit drowsy from the cold medicine I took...a lil diff to conc on studies...how?

Hopefully all turns out for the best...

"The first step is the hardest to take, after that its usually smooth sailing."

Sunday, June 26, 2005
mOnOtOny

The past few days have been very systematic...

Morning usually wake up at around 11 am, eat breakfast, play and slack around a bit, eat lunch then revise until evening.

After eating dinner, I'll proceed on to watching some shows on television like you fu at 9pm on channel 8...and following that, use comp until 11-12.

Haha, what comes after is more revision until around 2 am where I am usually too tired to carry on, and I'll go to sleep...

This cycle continues...

Hmm...boring rite? Haha...but what can I do? Block test 2 is just around the corner and my target this time round is 2 'A's, yep...

Oh ya, played tt with my mom today...hehez, 14-1...=P Had fun, at least it broke me from that monotonous cycle...

I'm feeling myself being drawn back to my books as I type this...ohhhh...books...beckoning me over...cant...resist...

Lol.

Thursday, June 23, 2005
thE jOurnEy Of A thOusAnd mIlEs

Yea, after successfully completing two FM 11 marks mechanics questions without any major problems, I'm finally feeling quite confident again ~^-^~

Yep, u're probably saying, only 2 qns? Wad is this guy so happy about?? There's still many more where that came from...Haha...well, its a start =P

Hmm...was listening to this song called feng huang hua ji, really like the melody of this song, so it came to be one of my current favourites. It was not until around 2 days ago that the meaning behind the lyrics of this song really hit me...haha...the words leaves such an impression on me...I don't know how to say it but, I'm touched by the words...ya, sad song...

Ah, running out of time before block test 2 starts! Argh...better get back to mugging liao, otherwise cannot finish~

"The only thing certain in life is change - and I've got a jar full of pennies to prove it." Lol.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
OnE Of thOsE rArE dAys

Today went to watch Batman Begins...yea, honestly speaking, it was much better than I expected. Actually wanted to watch the Horror Train thingy, or something liddat...hehez, but tickets sold out for the time we wanna watch, (heng arhz, lolz jk) so watched Batman Begins instead.

Guess who I saw at there today? My primary and secondary school classmate, Justin! Haha, wad a pleasant surprise! =) Saw him there with XZ. ;) Hehez...one of the first things he said..."Wa! You look taller!" erm... -_-'' I shall take that as a compliment~ So talked about some stuff then we went our separate ways. Later on dunno why someone msged me to ask how was the show...diao.

After that just went home...played tt and did some stuff...went out again for a while after dinner and reached home at around 10 15pm.

Yup and here I am now, typing stuff out. Just remembered a phrase "512 writing, 512 reading" Hahaz...I feel this phrase (though edited version) really has a nice ring to it, yea~?

Thinking of the time I used to play Counterstrike all day long...haha, seems like soooo long ago, I kinda missed that game, but hey, at least its no longer a distraction from my studies! >=)

I wonder what that someone might ask me next... =Þ

Overall: Interesting day! Yea~

Monday, June 20, 2005
wAd tO dO?

Just some thoughts...

The people performing at the yamaha music concert 2005 today, is very talented. Thumbs up! Hai~ I can only wish I can play at least half as well as them...

Wad am I doing? This thing that I'm feeling right now, is very familiar to me...only its directed towards me now, instead of the other way.

Feeling very fan now...unhappy...sian.

Nothing more needs to be said.

lEft, rIght or strAIght AhEAd?

Yesh, after nearly 2 weeks of life without my computer, I'm finally back here to update this page with more small talk. Haha...

Yup, went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith 2 days ago. Hmm, I didnt find the show bad actually, in contrary to what someone else told me. =P So enjoyed it quite a lot - funny, action-packed, romantic (even if its to a small degree) etc.

After that half of us went to play pool, the other half went to play DOTA. Haha, by sheer coincidence we also saw kh and his friend there. However, we kept putting off saying hi to him until he left without us knowing...aw =( Well at the end of the day, lets just say 'YK, there's always a next time!' ;)

For the first time that night, I took the last train home! Haha...I shudder to think what would happened if we had missed that train. Taxi? Muz spend even more $... WALK?! Out of your mind! Haha...Reached home at around 12 35 am, had a lecture from my darling mother...

Then yesterday, booooring day all the way until SOMEONE messaged me say feeling very frustrated and sad...Haiyo~ make me dunno what to do only la! =Þ Well at least my day became slightly more interesting then...hehe ;)

At night, with the help of someone, finished a Father's Day 'card' for my father...yea~ actually I took my time doing it so can stay at comp longer...haha...>=) however at around 1+, parents came to check on me then couldnt carry on...sad.

Ya, there's no hidden meaning to the 512 thingy, dun need think so deep...haha...

K, time to get ready to go for electone organ class now...later also have to go for a music concert. Hai~ I feel so lazy now...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Its AbOUt sAvIng kIds' lIvEs

Let me share my experience in the famine camp...

Starving...is definitely NOT a 'fun' experience! The first night was the worst...had gastric...hai...din feel good at all until it was around time to sleep...let's see, I kept dozing off at almost every lecture...haha~! The price to pay for not sleeping early the night before I guess...=P My group members were nice people, at least from what I gather during the camp, esp Jin Hin...haha, yea u rock!

Talking about Jin Hin, I kept getting his name wrong! I was like 'Hin Jin' here and there, and he'll be like 'Its Jin Hin la...' haha! Cannot help it la...honest mistake! But would u believe I mistook his name throughout the whole camp...bah...lol. Don't you agree the name Hin Jin would flow more freely? Hehe, forget abt it...

The games conducted are...nothing spectacular...but there was one game, we are supposed to go out 1 by 1 to pick a box with a random chance to advance to the next level...number of tries is roughly equal to number of people in ur group, for us it was around 20-25 tries...its like 40% chance for first 2 leves, followed by 20% chance at next 2 and 10% chance at final 3...would you believe our group picked out all 6 wrong boxes on the first level?! Wth??? Haha...in the end I think we are the only team to fail in completing the game...

We built some crude shelters in the field during the day which we were supposed to sleep on during the night...it was NOT a desirable location to spend the night...at least in my opinion. As fate would have it, the organisers decided that we should not sleep on the field due to lightning activity...haha...for better or for worse? In the end, the girls slept in the hall while the guys slept outside the hall. I picked 1 of the 'steps' on the grand stand as my sleeping quarters...yea~ cant say i had a good night's sleep though...not comfortable at all...I woke up at 1 am, just suddenly could not sleep...den everyone around so noisy also, I look up and there's the light glaring at my face too! Haha...I complain a lot rite? =P Anyways, during that time I felt like taking a stroll around the track...seems so nice...however could not find a companion to go with me =( In the end I just sat there and took out my MP3 player to listen and just gaze out at the distance...felt the tranquil calm atmosphere quite strongly and it was...nice =)

Er...I think Im going on for too long...haha...I also forget what I want to say also! =P Think I'll just end here for now...cya ppl!

Saturday, June 04, 2005
rElUctAncE & lOnlinEss

hmm...

Once again, there was an FM lect...guess wad? I forgot to bring my lecture book~! Hahaha...how absent-minded can one get? Dunno why, I found today's session boring beyond words...furthermore all the new formulas we learnt today are all very complex! Argh...really couldnt take it today...was uber relieved after it ended at 12...haha...=P

Im supposed to meet my secondary school friends today at 2...didnt know where to go or what to do until then, therefore went straight home to rest...did some stuff like double-checking stuff to bring for famine camp tomorrow...then finally they came over to my house at 2.30pm...yea...didnt see one of them for a very long time...haha, so was quite happy...after that just went out...met with vic at PS...ate lunch, followed by another session of pool...haha, seems like I'm addicted to pool rite now...another 4.5 hrs of pool...

Famine camp starts tomorrow...! Argh......I'm am definitely NOT looking forward to it...hai...juz suddenly feel so reluctant to go...let's be honest with myself, I'm there solely for the CIP hours =( All their aims do not appeal to me at all...all those talk about saving kids' life and what not...=X You may not agree with this but I feel that all these just sound too good to be true...

Feeling quite lonely right now...hmm.......aiya...dunno wad to do~! Bah...

Wednesday, June 01, 2005
plEAsAnt sUrprIsE

Today was rather...interesting...

To start off, GP lect today was so...refreshing! Haha...Mr Casey Leong was the lecturer and I have to say, I really feel that there is much substance in what he says...=) An aura of strictness around him as usual such that no person in his/her right frame of mind would even think of fooling around when he's around! Yea~ Btw, he chased away every latecomer who were late more than 5 mins! I mean, how impressive was that? Thankfully, I was only 3 mins late...phew...

After that, just felt ultra bored and so hung out with yk, ht and fab until our next lect starts. Guess what? It was FM again! Once again, more information were being stuffed into our bank of knowledge. Really felt quite overloaded today...or maybe I was just too tired out? Haha, whichever the case, I felt really drained after the lect ended.

A point to mention, during FM lect today, it was nigh impossible for me to doze off. Reason? Someone kept me wide awake, and not in the usual sense of it! Apparently wq sitting next to me kept dozing off as well, and each time I see him dozing off, I'll just start laughing, and it'll perk me right up! Haha...am I evil or something?? Hehe, but he was really comical to look at! =Þ

On the way home, finally decided to honour someone's request and wished K a very happy birthday! Haha, felt a bit awkward at first...but yea, it turned out all right! =) Well birthdays come but once a year, enjoy them!

At home, I was thinking and thinking...picked up the phone and dialled a friend's number to chat...did not really turn out the way I expected it to be...enjoyed the conversation for quite a while before something significant happened which ended it rather abruptly. Sad...=(

Oh yea, vic came and visited me today! Enjoyed his company, and his EXTREME lameness!!! Lol! Played some games with him too! Added some variety into my otherwise average day...haha...tnx vic! =)

My mom totally shocked me with a question today! I was so taken aback that I was speechless...made me SO embarrassed!!! Arg...she said my face turned all red! =P

Hmm...somehow I feel the 'gap' IS widening...tt person'll understand...

What to do?

I want the gap to be SEALED...