Monday, August 15, 2005
UnstAblE fOundAtIOns

Spent the last few days thinking abt some stuff, and now finally able to psyche myself into concentrating on studying for prelims...!

Haha...

Ideally it shld be no more, but I'll just stick to...

Less computer games...

Less instances of going out...

Yep, and of course more time to studying...lolz.

Oh yea, and Im so afraid I cant get silver for napfa...aiyo...=(

Nobody can control how you feel, you decide your own feelings...and...I am in control of my own life~!

Thursday, August 11, 2005
fAcàdE

If only...

...I had a 'reset' button in my life, I'll go back and do everything right...

...human beings' innate instinct to compare people was not so...

...the world was fair...and I dun mean the colour...O_o

...I was more world-wise, I'd know what to do, when to do...

...opportunities lost, can be taken back...

...most people are not easily swayed by other opinions...

Ah well...

Anyway, I guess my studying mood is really picking up...tt's a good thing I guess...

Monday, August 08, 2005
sIlEnt scrEAm

I dunno wad's happening to me...

I try to sleep at night, but my slumber is never deep...

I want to share my innermost feelings, but only emptiness is willing to lend a listening ear...

I need to concentrate on my studies, but something else always pulls me away...

I want to believe in some words mentioned in the past, but recent actions have made me think otherwise...

I need to be myself again, but things will never be the same again...

Life is so much simpler in sec sch.

Now, everything is made complicated.

Why can't everything be in black and white?

I'm at the verge of breaking down at any moment.

Words just cant express what I'm experiencing right now...

Friday, August 05, 2005
sAd

Sometimes some ppl's actions just pisses me off.

I am forced to take a step back...

I am in doubt.