Wednesday, April 23, 2008
regrets

You know when you reach a certain point in your life, you'd start regretting all the little things you didnt do.

Why didnt I join the band and/or choir?
Why didnt I take the tooth that dropped out from a boy I pushed down in primary sch to sell??
Why didnt I, knowing that I'd have to go to the principal's office anyway, grabbed that irksome fat kid (by the same name) by the collar and stuffed a gerbil up his ass?
Why was I so kind and didnt eat the LAST chicken wing, allowing some other *insert insulting word here* person to eat?

You know, all those funny little things that'll suddenly pop up and make u feel quite regretful for abt a minute, until you forget them again?

Yea...for example, swimming.

I can swim with pyjamas on. I can dive and grab a key from the swimming pool floor. I can breaststroke and front crawl a few laps. I.e bronze. Lol. Big deal. Maybe should have at least continued to gold, like my bro. Haha. But i was so young, naive..and dumb. =)

Or my electone grade.
Stopped at what? Level 5? 1 grade away from teacher's grade? This period of time also no time to continue. I also find diff in finding time to practise. Zzz.

Of course, its not as though I cannot rectify these few regrets NOW. Its just that I wont be able to do it as wholeheartedly as last time...at least for now.

I managed to do something about a few of those regrets anyway...haha. Rewards from anyone?? No..? =\

Among others, braces anyone? Haha.

So my point is, its not good to live with regrets. While you still have the time and ability to do so, you can change the way your life is progressing. Living a life of regrets is like living in a pool of quicksand; either grab onto that nearby brance and lift yourself out before u sink too deep, or u can continue struggling and disappear under forever.

Another thing. I was mistaken to be 14 years old yest. FOURTEEN.
This is getting too much. Lol.
I am just glad I am looking younger everyday!