Monday, November 30, 2009
last leg

Ah..last paper in 11 hours' time! =D

Haven't been able to concentrate much on studying during the weekends. Hopefully will get by decently...

Plus the nose bleed I had today did not help things. Couldn concentrate! Luckily was only doing past year papers, so no need (much) new stuff to remember.

After tmr, it'll be party for a few days! Hehe. =D

Monday, November 23, 2009
marathon

Phew. Just finished my cheat sheet on fluids...after working on it for...lets see, 8 and a half hours?

Wow, has it been THAT long... zzz.

Okay, so I took a long time. (I write slow)

Exams are stressful, especially if I impose onto myself a certain criteria to meet, results-wise.

Brain is tired!

Looking forward to the holidays!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Fluids is fun, fluids is fun, fluids is fun...

15 days to freedom~

Friday, October 30, 2009
blarg

What what. Vapour cycles are squeezing my brain. It is difficult to picture them, and I am tired of trying to figure them out.

Unseen CAD later in the afternoon...haha. Quite exciting, although whether I will screw it up like the first one remains to be seen.

Tired tired. Going to slp...zzz.

Saturday, October 24, 2009
fumble

Right, for the sake of not piling up too much dust, I shall attempt an update.

School work has been, how to put it, neither tough nor slack. Not tough in the sense that we have learnt before what they are teaching in our current modules. Not slack in the sense that eventhough, we have an idea of what is going on, effort needs to be put in otherwise...heh heh, in my case, my CAP is going to drop by at least 1.

Well, have been putting in quite a bit of effort into school work the past 2 weeks or so. Not as much as previous sem, but I guess its still adequate to keep up with the syllabus (with the exception of a certain Fluids module).

Hmm, school work has been taking up quite a lot of my time these days. Good news is, the semester is coming to an end, and I only have one more final lab report to churn out before I am done. =D

Haven't been out in quite a long while...

Btw, I got a room in PGP! Luckily. Haha. No need to travel to and fro from school everyday. Saves a hell lot of time.

Just have been thinking, I am very behind with the current pop songs. Want to listen to new songs...if anyone has a good suggestion, feel free to let me know! =)

Oh yes by the way, I finally know (more like recalled) who Hide is/was when James sent my a couple of songs from X Japan. Okay so its old news, but I only remembered evelyn and sheri talking about him once before. =\

I need to get a life.

Something seems to be missing right now. I just have that feeling that there is something else I should be doing with my life...

You know, I find it soothing at times to just watch the evening sky. It is very beautiful.

I recently got my hands on ROMs from the sega mega-drive console, or Genesis as it is better known. Playing those games I used to play when I was younger brings back so much memories. Having grown up, the difficulty of those games seem to have dropped as well. However, I still thoroughly enjoy them..

They really bring me back to the times when I could remember, I was truly happy. Childhood innocence if you can call it. As for now, like I said above, something seems to be missing.

So, right now, it is becoming dark, and the sunset view is fading. Night is setting in and I shall take my leave...

Saturday, July 18, 2009
aloof

An update! *claps, cheerings and fireworks going off*

So the past few weeks have been super tiring!

Work takes up practically my entire weekdays, except for the times in the evening when I can squeeze in some time to meet up with friends...tis about the only thing that breaks the monotonous lifestyle that goes something like this:

Wake up. Eat. Work. Eat. Sleep. Repeat.

Damn boring.

Well my weekends are not exactly fully 'rest' days either, since I'll probably be out also...haha. Though since its usually something fun, no complains from me there!

In between work, I helped out at the Triennial Intervarsity Games as well. This was a once every 3 years event where sportsmen from multiple overseas universities meet up to compete in sports events.

So the way this year's event was carried out sort of gave me the feeling of being slip shod. Oh well. At least everything turned out alright..

I guess its 2 more weeks of work before I stop for school..sort of counting down already..haha.

Some highlights of the past month:

1. I gained some hands-on technical knowledge.
2. I saw the view from atop the flyer.

Nothing much else I can think of eh.. -.-''

If asked how I would rate the happiness of my life at the moment, not counting the stress I get when planning for the future, as well as financial stress, I would say...very happy. =)

And someone might be out to strangle me...

Sunday, June 14, 2009
chomp

Okay I am feeling slightly emotional as I am writing this.

Probably it is because I just woke up from a mini nap. It is usually times like these that I am truly clear of what I am experiencing inside; all the mixed feelings that are affecting me.

Ah oh well. I never said I was sad anyway. Just emotional. Haha.

You know, I might have stressed this before last time, but I just have to say again. What goes around comes around, and things always come one full circle, only in my case, the effect is literally multiplied twice...

Though, experiencing things from different perspectives helps makes you grow right? Haha...see, positive thinking!

I am not sure if putting on a brave front is necessary all the time, although I think it might have become an integral part of me. Even as I am typing this, I am subconsciously flushing out all those feelings I was experiencing just half an hour back, and am feeling much back to my normal self...haha.

The thoughts that come to our mind everyday are comprised of mostly negative ones. (Yes, it is scientifically proven) This negativity is often contradicting what I KNOW. This is getting irritating.

Okay anyway, I'll be starting work tmr! Haha...I tell you, this is one of the worst times to start! >=(
Long story.

At least I will be free on weekends!

Hopefully my time there will be fruitful. As reluctant as I am to stop slacking, I know that this is a good learning opportunity. Furthermore it will enhance what I will be learning in the next school semester.

By the way, I have found the word that very nicely describes why I was emotional.

Loneliness.